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Next cometh Autumn with the sun so hot and piercing...
Back home, the court moved. Breguswith had explained it to Hild once, when she was a child and adamantly against such constant travel. She wanted to stay in a place long enough to learn its habits, to discover its secret places, to feel it with her whole skin. But as her mother pointed out, a king could not remain in one area for so long, not if he wished to keep his thegns in line with his powerful presence and keep his court from eating those thegns out of house and home. And so they had drifted from castle to castle, following the shifting seasons, keeping time with the different vills. Bebbanburg, Yeavering, Tinamutha, once, Brough, Sancton, Goodmanham, York.
But time did not need a changing landscape to move on. Hild found herself on the cusp of fall, without York, for the first time in more than a decade. Darrow did not have York's sweet apples or pears, nor its wars. It did have something called a pumpkin spice latte, however, which was almost as delicious as the overexcited barista had told Hild it would be. She had ordered two if only to calm the woman, but she had reasoned that anything that garnered such praise, mostly earnest, had to be passing good.
Balancing a tray of coffees and a few scones in one hand, Hild texted a few of her friends with the other, inviting them each to join her in the park, if they had the time. The first to arrive could have the spare latte. So she said. Hild had every intention of ensuring that each of her friends could share in the pumpkin spiced goodness.
But time did not need a changing landscape to move on. Hild found herself on the cusp of fall, without York, for the first time in more than a decade. Darrow did not have York's sweet apples or pears, nor its wars. It did have something called a pumpkin spice latte, however, which was almost as delicious as the overexcited barista had told Hild it would be. She had ordered two if only to calm the woman, but she had reasoned that anything that garnered such praise, mostly earnest, had to be passing good.
Balancing a tray of coffees and a few scones in one hand, Hild texted a few of her friends with the other, inviting them each to join her in the park, if they had the time. The first to arrive could have the spare latte. So she said. Hild had every intention of ensuring that each of her friends could share in the pumpkin spiced goodness.
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He approaches Hild in the park with a wide smile, and this all feels very familiar except the last time they'd met in the park, he still hadn't committed to telling Luke about his feelings yet. Amazing, really, how much can change in a little over a month, and Reid is glad for that. He's glad for a lot of things lately.
"Drinking for two?" he teases, nodding at Hild's extra coffee. "If you got that for me, I might be tempted to hug you. I won't, but I'd be tempted."
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"I would not be opposed to a hug," she said, rising to greet him with a broad smile. "But it is a gift. I accept no hugs as payment." Working at Graymark Books, at the very least, was teaching her the language of business, or retail, which was its very own language almost separate from English.
"I hope you like the coffee. The barista says many times that pumpkin spice is the best."
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He's far past this point with Luke, of course, but Hild is the only other person he's willingly let touch him in Darrow so far. It doesn't come as much of a surprise to him, seeing as she had also been the only other name in his contacts list that Reid would consider an actual friend.
"Pumpkin spice?" he asks, taking the cup and giving the coffee a sniff. "I haven't had flavored coffee in a long time but if tastes as good as it smells, I don't think I'll be dissatisfied. It's the best gift I'll receive all day, thank you. Should we sit? You can tell me all about how it's going at the store, Luke says you're doing a great job."
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She took his hand in hers, made warm from holding onto her own cup of coffee, and smiled similarly. "You are very welcome," she said, a line smooth and well-practiced, an indication of how her time at Luke's bookshop had gone.
"The barista says pumpkin spice is the best thing in fall," Hild said as Spencer examined his cup. "I cannot imagine what she compares it to, but I thought I should at least try it."
She did indeed sit and made a motion for Spencer to join her as she did, a wholly unnecessary gesture, as Spencer had broached the idea, but one she could not help engaging in.
"Luke is very kind," Hild said simply with a smile, but she would not openly poke fun at their friend's good opinion, no matter what she thought. Her confidence was strong enough that she knew was doing a good job, even if she would not venture toward great. "He is patient and teaches me good. Well. He teaches me well. That is the correct way to say it, yes? So many exceptions in English. It's very strange," she interjected with a disapproving, wrinkled nose. "He is a good boss. I am lucky to work for him first."
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She could easily fall into the trap of speaking mostly in Latin with both him and Luke, but the mix of English she uses impresses him more and more every time he sees her again. Hild is a quick learner, which comes as no surprise to him, but she's also tenacious, the kind of woman who wouldn't let anything stand in the way of what she wants. He admires her for that and if he's honest, Reid thinks he might have even learned a bit of that from her before going to Graymark Books a few weeks ago to finally admit his feelings to Luke. He may not owe his entire relationship with his boyfriend to her, but she'd helped, whether she's aware of it or not.
"The best thing, that's a bold claim," Reid says, taking his first sip and wrinkling his nose once the sweetness hits his tongue. It isn't as if he doesn't pour large quantities of sugar in his coffees but the flavor of this one is bold, though he wouldn't say he dislikes it. He imagines it's more of an acquired taste but even so, he takes another sip and now that he anticipates how sweet it really is, he can admit it's pretty good. "Okay, having tried it, I wouldn't say it's the best but I can see the appeal."
At her mention of Luke being patient, a good teacher, a good boss, Reid ducks his head to laugh as he nods his agreement. "That is the correct way to say it, yes, he teaches you well. He's been very patient with me, too, so you can add 'good boyfriend' to the list of things he is."
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"I think this also," Hild agreed. "I am happy to have it now, but maybe not again."
Some time has passed now from Spencer admitting his feelings to Luke and the two men becoming a pair, but not enough time to dull the novelty of it for Hild. She knew Spencer felt the same, could see how he still buzzed with a kind of joyful energy when the other man was mentioned. It warmed Hild's heart to see people she cared about happy, a warmth that bubbled up in her chest and stretched a cheerful smile across her lips.
"I see him when he buys flowers for you," Hild admitted. "He says he hopes he is a good boyfriend. I think you two will be perfectly happy if you do not worry about being good boyfriends but only worry about being good to each other. Boyfriend seems like such a .. strange title. It is not very clear."
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"You're right," Reid tells her, ducking his head to hide a laugh, "but neither of us have come up with anything else so I suppose it'll do for the time being."
It brings a flush of pleasure to his cheeks to hear that Luke had worried about being a good boyfriend when he'd already had flowers in hand, and Reid fondly rolls his eyes because there hasn't been a moment since they'd shared their first kiss that he's wondered if they'd made the right decision to be together. He'd wasted weeks fretting over whether this might ruin their friendship or make things awkward between them but when Luke's lips had met his, every concern had simply disappeared. In that moment, he'd felt like nothing existed but him and Luke.
"I think that's what he means by wanting to be a good boyfriend," Reid says, brow furrowing in thought as he taps at the side of his cup. "It's like how I would hope to be a good friend to you. In truth, it is about hoping that we're good to each other. There was an author named Elbert Hubbard who said that 'a friend is one who knows you and loves you all the same.'" He offers Hild a shy smile, shrugging a shoulder. "That seems to be the way I judge my own friendships. The people who stay after they get to know me are the friends worth trying for, the ones worth keeping."
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Hild considered Spencer's words and the quote as she sipped her coffee. The meaning seemed obvious and she agreed with it on first hearing, but she did not like to take Spencer's words, however quick they might be, for granted.
"Still I say, do the thing and do not waste time with the worry," Hild replied with a fond smile. "But these are good words. It is right to value more those that will stay by your side when you are at your worst more than those that flit in and out of your life. And by this you know that I will always be here to help you," she said earnestly. "Even when you might be a struggle. Not that I have seen this yet."
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He has to bite back a smile at that, though he nods as his smile widens, genuine in its affection. "I will do the thing," he promises, "and I won't waste time." Reid thinks he's getting better at that as the days pass. He'd like to hope so, anyway. The day Luke had brought him flowers, they'd taken another step in their relationship and while they haven't been intimate with each other yet, the way his boyfriend had touched him that evening had been unlike anything Reid had experienced before.
Granted, it's been a long time since anyone has touched him like that, but he doesn't think it could possibly have been the same with anybody else. While he's never disrespected the opinion of those who believe in fate, Reid has never believed it himself. Only once has he truly questioned whether there could possibly be a higher power, when he'd died those few minutes after what Tobias Hankel (Raphael, rather) had done to him, and seen the supposed light at the end of the tunnel. He's remained steadfast in his commitment to science and rationality but now, faced with the intensity of his feelings for Luke and the knowledge that this meeting couldn't have happened in their separate worlds, he wonders if he's really just been waiting all this time for this man.
It's a fleeting thought, one he doesn't need an answer to because what matters is that he is with Luke. If there's a bigger reason as to why, Reid can live without knowing it.
When Hild says she hasn't seen a worse side of him, though, Reid lets out a burst of laughter. "No, not yet," Reid says, "and while I hope you're never subjected to any of my mood swings, they do exist." For the most part, he thinks he's good about keeping them under control but when he's under a great deal of stress, when he's trying to keep his head straight in the face of something that hits him hard on a personal level, it becomes more difficult. He's never been quite as good at that as Hotch or Gideon or even Emily.
After a second of hesitation, he gives Hild a nudge with his elbow. "For you, I think I can muster the will to try harder not to be a struggle."
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Pumpkin spice lattes. I didn't even know they had them here, let alone realize the PSL season had started.
It doesn't take me too long to spot Hild on one of the benches in the park, and like I said, I'm happy to see her. But I'm even happier to see the second latte she has.
"Would it be strange to label you my favorite person in the entire world right now, this early into our friendship?"
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She chuckled at Bianca's question, assumed the barista had been correct in calling this an amazing drink, and held up the cup for the other girl to take.
"All things in this city are strange," Hild pointed out. "Much more strange than me being your favorite person. I think this very normal. I am very cool."
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I take the latte happily and sit down next to Hild, glad that a day that started mostly with me studying has led to something pleasant. Even though I've made some friends here and there's no lack of things for me to do, it's hard to take that first step out and start exploring on my own sometimes.
"How's your day been so far?"
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"I work in the afternoon. I do not tell you this. Luke gives me job at his bookstore. Garroway Books." She nodded in the direction of the shop, though on this side of the park, the store front was obscured by greenery fast fading gold and red with the change of season. "It is not.. very busy. And this is good. My English betters, but is not that good yet."
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Yes, I'm aware my Spanish is mucho shitty. It's just nice to pretend I can get away with a few words here and there.
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"When I learn English, I will ask Derek to teach me Spanish." She had other plans for other languages -- French in particular -- but Spanish was mentioned. "We will practice with each other. We can both learn."
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"Derek speaks Spanish?" I don't know why I'm so surprised; I know a lot about Derek, but you can't know every single thing about someone, especially when you've only known them for a couple of months. (See: my secret friendship/relationship/whatever-ship with Wesley. My best friends since childhood had no idea about it, but that probably had more to do with me not talking to them for weeks.) "I had no idea. Maybe we can make him tutor us."
He probably would. He's a big ol' softie like that.
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"We will make him teach us," she decided, and gave Bianca a sideways smile. "He cannot say no to the both of us together."
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Her tasks at the stable were complete and her chambers were neat, so she went to the park to meet her friend. When she saw Hild, she saw both the cups and a paper bag, which was surely containing baked goods.
"Well-met, dear friend," she said warmly in their shared tongue. With their continuing acquaintance, she and Hild understood each other very well, though Eowyn still thought each might find the other's accents and word choices strange from time to time, perhaps always.
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"Are there pumpkins in Rohan?" she inquired as she offered up a still-warm cup of coffee, milk and seasoning to her friend. "I have never heard of such a plant, but the woman at the coffee shop insisted that this is a delicious drink."
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"Thank you. There are," Eowyn agreed. "Though they were not so large as those I see at the markets here. And we did not put them into drinks."
She carefully sipped her drink and then perhaps made a face, for she did not know what she thought just yet.
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"It is sweet," she agreed, without Eowyn having said so much. She liked sweet things, of course, but had found that the modern world, with its seemingly inexhaustible supply of sugar, like its sweet things to be dripping in sugar and syrup. "And different. But I think I might like it. The mochas are better. Not so sweet."
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"There is a spice to them that reminds me of drinks around the firepit in the coldest winter months. Our cook would never tell me the recipe, though many times though I did ask and cajole her."
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She made a noise halfway between a wistful sigh and moan of pain. "These winter months will be hard," Hild said, not speaking of the weather precisely. "I miss the hall, the dozens and dozens of people all around even on good days. When the wind grows cold and I most want to sit at a fire between people, I'll have to sit in front of my heater." It was a difficult exchange, the past for the future, the crowded feeling for the lonely one. She was finding the balance more and more every day, but there were little things like a communal feeling of outlasting the winter that, she realized, she would miss.
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"They will be," she agreed. "In such times, perhaps we must come and sit with each other in front of heaters. It will not be the same as having an eored crowded near, drinking and grabbing pinches of the serving-women, but it will be better than sitting alone."
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"Maybe we can go to Semele's instead, drink beer and pinch Derek," Hild suggested, grinning. "He would probably mind, but not too much."
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